So, yesterday on my radio show Systemic Effect, I let my inner Trickster Goddess inspire me.
This decision was partly prompted by my apparent inability to get an interview established with anyone for this date. I tried asking several people, but nobody was available. This may be because of Labor day weekend, perhaps, because I never have this much trouble booking an interview. It’s usually actually relatively easy. That’s not to say everyone I ask says yes (the Dalai Lama’s office said no on his behalf), but many do. So, this situation was unusual for me, and I ran out of time.
Viewing this situation in the light of recent events (the Trickster Awakening that I discussed in recent posts), I figured my lack of interviewee was for a reason, and a way for me to step beyond my usual way of doing things. So, I accepted the challenge and dedicated the show to the Trickster Goddess.
I offered on my facebook page and on the air to do free intuitive readings for people. While I would say I am extremely intuitive, I’ve never done official readings before, so it was a shot in the dark. Outside of readings, I figured I’d spend the rest of the hour talking about the trickster.
The show started slow. I struggled a bit for words, but managed not to panic. Then, phone calls started coming in, as well as requests on Facebook for readings on specific questions. Soon, time was speeding by.
I think it went really well. For the most part, I did get specific intuitions about people’s questions. I did find out, though, that my intuitive skills don’t apply to questions relating to medical issues. I get no hunches or nudges or even inklings. Nothing. It could be because I care so much about the people asking that I want the answer to be one thing so much that I struggle to really listen. But, I also just think it’s not my area of work. Some people ARE medical intuitives. Caroline Myss is the perfect example. She just automatically can sense how blockages in a person’s energy field are effecting their physical health. She can sense health issues that haven’t been detected yet. There are certainly people who can do this sort of thing. I can’t.
Areas that my intuition are particularly strong relate to relationship dynamics (like the question, “what forces are in play here?)” and spiritual awakening questions. I felt that my answers to these types of questions were really strong, and maybe an avenue of work for me.
I’m considering having a bit of a business set-up where I do readings for people. Because I’m new at this, because people are in tough financial times, and because there are some areas I’m more strong than other areas, I’m thinking about having a bit of an unusual set-up.
So, here’s my thoughts. If people are interested in my services (which will be laid out on a website), they send me a request. They tell me the basic type of question (relationship, job, etc), and how much they are willing/able to pay if the answer I give is helpful. I either accept or turn down the offer. If I accept the offer and when I am done offering the reading, the person has the choice whether to pay that amount or not. They pay according to whether what I said felt right or not, and was helpful or not. That way, hopefully, I can both make some money and get some practice, but also be held accountable. If the information I offer isn’t helpful, then people can move on.
Thoughts? Comments? Ideas? What do you think?
Back to the radio show, I don’t know if I’ll do live readings again, because I think sometimes my intuition does better if it’s not rushed that much, especially with an audience listening. Generally I check in with my intuition via meditation or some kind of inner silence, and silence on the air is bad. However, I do think I’ll continue to do live call-ins. I liked the energy of that.
So, I’m happy it went how it did. I’m even grateful I didn’t book an interview, because this experience pushed me into a new realm of relatedness. What draws me about the trickster energy is the crack it creates in conditioned perception. It sure did that for me today!
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