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“Hope in Common”

“Hope in Common”

Here’s a great read: Hope in Common by David Graeber

There’s so many ideas and so much information in this, that I am going to have to read it a few more times to fully digest it. All of this, I feel like I already know but hadn’t put it together so clearly in my head. Like, in the first paragraph, he says about capitalism that, “it’s impossible to maintain an engine of perpetual growth forever on a finite planet.” Right. I knew that, I knew that that was the issue. But the phrase, “engine of perpetual growth.” That’s a neat and tight little phrase. That’s how capitalism works, isn’t it? Perpetual growth is required for any degree of stability in capitalism as it is.

He ends the article with,

The power is not just that to challenge regimes of debt is to challenge the very fiber of capitalism—its moral foundation—now revealed to be a collection of broken promises—but in doing so, to create a new one. A debt after all is only that: a promise, and the present world abounds with promises that have not been kept. One might speak here of the promise made us by the state; that if we abandon any right to collectively manage our own affairs, we would at least be provided with basic life security. Or of the promise offered by capitalism—that we could live like kings if we were willing to buy stock in our own collective subordination. All of this has come crashing down. What remains is what we are able to promise one another. Directly. Without the mediation of economic and political bureaucracies. The revolution begins by asking: what sort of promises do free men and women make to one another, and how, by making them, do we begin to make another world?

I think about these concepts when I hear about anyone who did everything “right,” went to a good school, got a degree, bought the house, and expected their “due” because they had done their part. They expected lifelong financial and status stability, and when they got laid off, everything fell apart. The world stopped seeming real. It’s really almost a spiritual-type crisis when this happens. Have you ever believed with your whole self that the world existed only in a certain way, only to find out you were wrong? It happened to me a couple of years ago, and it was a shattering experience. I became the walking dead, unable to function because I didn’t see the point of anything, because the world stopped making sense.

The good news is that we are always free to create our own vision for what the world can be. As this article talks about, there are a lot of power players that are heavily invested in citizens feeling hopeless. Possibly, our (false) feelings of hopelessness are the only real barrier to us creating something new, right now.

One great movement which relates to this topic of alternatives to debt-based capitalism is the Asheville Currancy Project. They are doing great work, and are intelligent and creative folks.

At the Evolver Asheville event on Saturday, one audience member talked to me after the event and expressed a lot of feelings of hopelessness, because she didn’t think people were waking up fast enough, and she asked me if I thought awakening was going to happen fast enough to save the species. I do believe that the species will survive, but I don’t know how much things will fall apart before we can put them back together. Part of the work many groups, like ACP, are doing right now is creating alternative structures so that when failing structures fall, there will already be some (better) replacements.

I do think people are waking up at an accelerated pace. I feel like I’m constantly surrounded by people that are beginning to ask some tough questions for the first time about the efficacy of capitalism, about whether communities can survive disasters, about interconnectedness between all life. There are a lot of people, faced with the failures of the economic system, who are questioning the same old stories they’ve heard about how life in America works. People are waking up and asking questions, which is why I think that right now is a particularly critical time for conversations. Not only about capitalism, but also peak oil and climate change, community resilience, social justice, human values, human rights, and many other complex issues.

Additionally, I think that it’s time for the cross-pollination of political action and spiritual practice. Note, I don’t say spiritual belief, but spiritual practice. As we approach these tumultuous times, spiritual practices offer respite, hope, peace of mind, motivation, interrelatedness skills, stories to shape our visions, archetypes to draw strength from, and wells of inspiration. One single small example is that there are Buddhist practices of meditation that can help a person remain centered in peacefulness even as they work to make changes in their world. Anger can be great motivation for change but makes poor long-term fuel. Also, in spiritual groups there is often a lot of work around how to build healthy relationships, etc, and those tools are readily applicable to activist groups as well.

On the flip side, I have noticed that many people who have been doing spiritual practices and/or personal growth work for enough time to have done a lot of healing, feel a need to take that healing to the next level. They want to begin healing their relationship with the larger world, with the surrounding human systems, but aren’t always sure where to begin. I would love to see a barter mentorship program happen where activists offer beginning training to spiritual folks who are fledgling activists, and spiritual folks offer guidance and practice tools to activists who are interested in opening up more to their inner wisdom.

See, when I say spiritual, I don’t mean dogma. I don’t mean a belief in reincarnation, or in heaven, or in Jesus or any other figure. What I mean is connection with one’s internal wisdom. Deep within, everyone has a spark of divinity (I believe) that informs them of what healthy living is like, what healthy relationship is like, what healthy human structures feel like. Hence, this internal voice can be a great source of inspiration, strength and hope. Different people find it in different ways, some people find it in gardening, some find it in meditation and prayer. There is no one right way to connect with Spirit, and anyone who says there is only right way is literally selling something. That’s why I am uncomfortable with religion. I think religious practice can be good if it connects a person to their inner source, but religion itself is a product of the state, and was created for control of people, which is the opposite of true inner spiritual connection.

Back to the article, the part where he mentions “the promise offered by capitalism—that we could live like kings if we were willing to buy stock in our own collective subordination.” He hits it on the nose, huh? And I think that’s something we all feel, at a soul level, that the current American way of life is “collective subordination.” I personally feel it at a soul level anyway. Because that’s how I connect to things. I like articles like this, academic-like articles that lay out great facts and ideas. I evaluate them with the logical side of my brain but I also always check them with my internal sense of alignment, because that’s where my center is, in my sense of intuition and spiritual connection.

Thing is, not everyone connects with change in the same way. One of the things that will advance change is if we take into account different personality styles and means of learning. Part of the current status quo is reductionism, where ideas are broken into small pieces and studied seperately. This happens culturally, too, with career specialization, our current caste system, and even and especially racism. People tend isolate themselves from others that are not like them. Scientists hang out with scientists and artists hang out with artists. We feel discomfort with confronting different styles of people, however, I think this is another flaw of the broken system of human relations. I think if we connect, especially across different ways of knowing, we will find that we have more in common than we knew, and we have tools to share with each other. The more we connect with each other, the more we bypass the corrupt and broken system, the more we triumph and find reasons for hope and proof of change.

Have I swung entirely off-topic? I know I’m not discussing the economics he discussed in his article, but I am talking about human systems of power and relatedness, and how the current American system is very broken. Economics, in my opinion, are possibly the hugest factor of the brokenness, but not the only factor or symptom. Also, I’m talking about stories, stories of how culture works. Power players in this game win by divisiveness and the cultivation of fear and confusion. If we join together with other people who see the system as broken, even if their ways of experiencing the world are different, we gain tools and power that we wouldn’t have otherwise. Change needs to happen on many different levels in many different venues, and if the change-makers connect with each other and learn from each other, we all win.

Interpretation

Interpretation

Ever said something that you thought was perfectly clear, and only when you got a reaction from someone else did you realize that the way you said what you said doesn’t well represent what you mean? That has happened to me recently, and man it’s uncomfortable! It kind of makes me not want to talk anymore, but that doesn’t seem very viable, as talking about tricky things is kind of my life’s work. Instead, I’m going to try to be more conscious about my words and meanings, and hope that I can get closer to saying what I really mean. : )

Silly

Silly

Many people do not realize this, but I am actually a silly person. On this blog, it might be hard to see that because I am always focusing on serious topics. In person, it might be hard to see because I’m not good at showing it. With my daughter, I am openly silly but I am not usually very silly around other adults. I’m not entirely sure why this is, although I think a part of it is that in the past I tended to hang around with people who used meanness to communicate. In my early 20′s in particular I hung out with people who constantly ripped on each other as a means of connecting. Weird, totally weird, I see now, but it’s sort of a habit for me. I noticed today that when other people are silly around me I have a tendency to make comments that appear to be mean or critical but aren’t actually intended to be so.

This is about vulnerability. Not only is it vulnerable to be silly around other people, but it’s vulnerable to acknowledge and appreciate someone else’s silliness, and maybe even more so to join them in it.

As with everything, for me this relates very directly to the consciousness shift that is happening right now. When meanness and aloofness are seen as cool, then authentic connection is bypassed and potentially obstructed. We have to leave the lines open for energy to flow and for connection to grow. Connection is what this shift is all about. Connection is the means and the end of the consciousness shift. I guess part of doing MY part is learning how to let other people see me being silly and also to appreciate and support other people being silly as well.

This week on Systemic Effect: host commentary

This week on Systemic Effect: host commentary

This week on Systemic Effect, I decided to interview myself! LOL, not quite, but I did talk the whole hour. Topics I cover are the oil spill, American mythologies about the economy and poverty, the continued existance of racial inequality, the interconnectedness between spirituality and activism, power-over vs. power-with structures, how our culture is like a big dysfunctional family, the changing of the ages, how change happens, whether or not change is actually possible, how personal healing is similar to cultural paradigm shifting, peak oil and re-localization movements.

Systemic Effect is on MAIN-FM 103.5 from 8-9AM EST Sunday mornings in Asheville, and can also be streamed live at mainfm.org

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Community Resilience Revolution

Community Resilience Revolution

I am the new host of a group called Evolver Asheville.

Here is the group’s Facebook page:

Evolver Asheville on Facebook

Also, I invite you to check out Evolver.net as this is the parent group of which Evolver Asheville is based.

At Evolver Asheville, world-changing ideas come together. We will meet to talk about the shift in consciousness, models and practices for change, experiences with spiritual awakening and how the practical can create the ideal. Asheville is a magical city, and a perfect place for transforming together, with respect and love for each other and intense curiosity about the times we live in.

May 29th, we are discussing the Community Resilience Revolution, and I invite you to join us!!! RSVP at the Facebook page (or just show up) and bring a love offering for the space.

Specific Details:

May 29th, 7-9PM
Firestorm Cafe
48 Commerce Street
Asheville, NC 28801

Peak Oil and the Consciousness Shift

Peak Oil and the Consciousness Shift

Lots of people have been sensing a consciousness shift approaching and beginning to happen. Some of us have been feeling it on an intuitive level for many years, and have in some ways dedicated our lives to it. Others have felt that it needs to happen whether we are ready or not, if we are to survive as a species.

There’s certain information we’ve been able to gleam about what’s going to happen during this shift. One is a decentralization of power and a reemergence of local economies. Another is an increase of sustainability practices. Personally, I’ve been interested in these things for environmental, social, health, emotional and spiritual reasons. I think our current way of living is extremely toxic and dangerous.

The other day I attended a Transition Asheville orientation. Transition Asheville is the local chapter of the Transition movement. We watched a movie, called The End of Suburbia It explains the basics of an idea called “Peak Oil” which is the idea that oil production runs on a bell curve and that we’ve hit the worldwide peak. After this, oil will only become harder and more expensive to produce, and will continue to get more and more expensive, until it is prohibitively expensive to use it at all.

The film explains very well how oil is used in just about everything, even in the production of things we think of as green (like biofuel). The green energy alternatives will not be able to make up for the loss of cheap oil, and some of them will be simply too expensive to produce without the use of cheap oil (like hydrogen-based energy). I knew oil was running out, but I didn’t quite realize how irreplacable it is as a cheap source.

So, basically, it seems that, in order to survive this, eventually we will have to do the very things I talked about above (and have been talking about all along in this blog), which are re-localization and getting back to the Earth. We are going to need to re-learn how to grow our own food, and how to meet our own physical needs, ideally within local community networks.

For a while, I was thinking the BP oil spill might be the major catalyst for the consciousness shift, but perhaps that was idealistic of me. The BP disaster is horrific, and yet getting a shocking dearth of coverage, and BP is getting away with using super-toxic dispersants to cover up the mess and even increase the toxicity being added to our waters.

With as corrupt as the politicians, corporations and corporate media are in this country and with as numb as most of the citizenry is, I think it’s going to take a different kind of disaster to wake people up to the problems with our lifestyle. The cost of living rising exponentially might just do it. Or, maybe it will be that in combination with awareness of ecological issues, other economic issues and spiritual/emotional discontent. Peak Oil was the issue missing from my perspective until now, and I’m glad I know now, although I have mixed feelings about it.

Part of me is honestly glad oil will be running out, because we are really hurting the environment and our health by using it so much. Also, increasing localization sounds great to me. However, if we are under-prepared, the whole collapse of civilization thing is really a scary idea.

On a different level of concern, I am also scared that, out of our oil-addicted desperation, we will destroy the planet it trying to get out every last stupid drop of oil. If we don’t localize successfully, the divide between rich and poor will only increase, and the opportunities for abuse of power will be great. Things could get worse, not better. Also, what will communities do who are situation in arid climates? If food will need to be grown locally (because oil is used both in preservatives as well as shipping), towns like Asheville will be fine because there’s lots of great soil and good rainfall. What about towns in Arizona? What about huge cities? Rooftop gardening is not as tenable as some like to make it seem. What will urban folks do for food? There are lots of questions I still don’t know the answers to, although I feel like I understand more about the Shift than I did before. Catalyst was a big question for me, and I can see how Peak Oil could be it. With one question answered, many more loom.

I am beginning to read “The Transition Handbook: From Oil Dependency to Local Resilience” by Rob Hopkins. Looks great. I’ll report back once I know more about some of the transition ideas out there. Also, I highly recommend you check out Transition US. Many towns are building their own movements. As I said, there is a Transition Asheville. Is there a Transition movement in your town?

Out of the Box for a Reason

Out of the Box for a Reason

Someone today was asking about my radio show, and I was telling them about the different guests and topics I have had. She said that everything I mentioned was “out of the box.” Interesting point.

I’m starting to believe, more and more, that all forms of injustice are in some way interconnected. At the very least, I do think they are all based in values that are antithetical to authentic human connection and harmonious living.

Believe it or not, I used to want to be “normal.” In high school, I tried very hard (and failed) at being normal. I kept trying anyway. Then, part of my “normality” was shaken loose (I posted about it on March 31) and I was never the same.

At different times in my life after that, I would still be trying for “normalcy” when something else would fall out of the sky and wake me up. Each time, I thought, “oh, no! not again! I want to be normal, not a freak!”

A few years ago, I stopped looking at it like that. I started realizing that things that I thought of as “normal” were actually part and parcel of the broken, corrupt system we live in and that whenever I would make a move closer to “freakdom,” I was actually moving closer to values that were about connection and harmony. Eventually, I stopped fighting it.

Which brings me to now. I feel so removed from “normalcy” that I will never have a chance to return to it, as if I was ever really there, and as if I would ever want to go there. Is it hard being a freak? I dunno. I am more myself than I have ever been, and I continue to be more and more myself. I tend to surround myself with freaks whenever I can, as I like being around people that value nature, human connection and authenticity.

So, my work is very “out of the box” pretty much because I think the box is rotting, and was always a bad thing anyway. The box has never really served us, only served to make us servants to values that also do not serve us. How could living in a box be a good thing?