I highly, highly recommend that you check out “Exile Nation,” an online book on realitysandwich.com, written by Charles Shaw.
In November, I blogged about how shame is social control, a way to try to keep people afraid of stepping out of a corrupt, toxic system. Well, prison is another way. Our “justice system” is the dirty underbelly of the ugly beast.
Take drug offenses. Most of the people in prison are in for non-violent offenses and drug-related charges. My neighbor knows a man (we’ll call him Jim) who was in prison for years because he had a single joint in his car! Not an ounce (which is a felony, considered intent to sell), but probably about, um, maybe 1/16 or 1/32 of an ounce. Not that I know anything about anything like that!
. Basically, it’s just about enough to get one person a nice little buzz.
I’ll be honest, in my early college days I was a huge pothead. I’m not now. I really enjoyed the weed, I just eventually got tired of it. But, at the time, it did good things for me. It relaxed me, for one. And, I know this is a cliché, but it’s true, it opened my mind. Not to say that I wasn’t sometimes just a dumb stoner, cause I surely was. But, if I went into it with just the right mindset, and had just the right amount of some decent quality weed, my mind would soar. I would see new healing solutions to old problems. I’d get insights into myself and other people and art and movies and even language itself. Sometimes, I’d do stream of conciousness writing, and read it later, sober, and be amazed. Because my thoughts flowed smoother and slower, I was able to break them apart and inspect them in new ways.
The awesome thing about my drug use is that I don’t need the drug anymore. I can shift in and out of altered states very easily (just ask my midwife, who witnessed me use trance for pain control, and yet I could snap out of trance-ville to speak calmly in full sentances, even at 8cm!). Also, I have a special skill for taking apart my thoughts and perceptions and looking at them in a new way. I don’t need drugs anymore to do that, but the weed did teach me how to use my brain in new ways!
Fortunately, however, I never got caught, or I would have ended up in jail like some of these folks! Or would I have? Many of my friends got busted at one point or another, and they never got more than a slap on the wrist. Why is that? My friend (we’ll call him Joe) was busted with nearly a quarter ounce, and he spent the afternoon in jail, where Jim spent years in jai for much lessl. What’s going on here?
Well, one difference is that Joe is white and Jim is black. That’s not a coincidence. People of color are much more likely to get jail time (and more of it) for the same crimes as white people. Same goes for rich vs poor.
Back to Charles Shaw! Charles was a drug user and also a drug activist. He felt the war on drugs was unjust and a waste of money. Like me, he used drugs for healing and spiritual purposes. Unlike me, he got busted.
I haven’t read the whole book yet, I just read chapter two, part one today. I read chapter one a month ago, and waited a month for two. He is releasing it chapter at a time on Reality Sandwich. Every day of the month that I waited for chapter two, I thought about it at least daily. His writing is so gripping, the story so gritty and the message so intensely profound, that I just can’t get enough of it! If it stays this good, it might end up being my favorite book ever!
Inmates in prison are people too! Sounds cheesy to say, because it is so obvious, and yet, I feel compelled to say it. I have already experienced the shame and invisibility that come with being poor, but incarceration takes those feelings far beyond anything I have ever experienced. And, we do this to people because, what, they have a joint sitting in their ashtray? They like to relax and let their minds soar free after work? C’mon! This isn’t about drugs. Once again, it’s about social control and fear.
Free-thinking people are dangerous. We question the status quo and try to CHANGE things! We rebel against a corrupt system because our spirits know that things are not right! I personally think that almost all crime is a reaction to corrosive authoritarian control and corruption. I think that all rebellion is about the spirit trying to be free. The penal system is to curb this motion. If we become too free, too alive, too thinking, we will change the world. Greedy corporations will go down. Corrupt institutions will be cleaned up, downsized, made to serve the highest good. Politics will really be the people. And on and on.
Prisoners in our jails most often probably do not see things this way, and yet, this is partly because their poverty and/or race have denied them the opportunities to see or seek greater opportunities for themselves or the larger world. They are stuck, often have always been stuck and (because of now having a prison record) may always be stuck.
The power structure in our culture is power-over, meaning that the rich profit off the poor. Keeping the poor suppressed is vital to the system functioning as it is. If we want to fix a broken system, we need to stop the oppression (and vice versa)!
Okay, I’m off my soapbox for now! : )
Here is the link to read this amazing story (you’ll have to cut and paste. Sorry, I can’t hyperlink on my phone):
realitysandwich.com/exile_nation_drugs_prisons_politics_spirituality